you know you are going abit bonkers when you realise you have been using conditioner as shampoo and shampoo as conditioner for the past week. and then the sudden realisation of why your hair has been exceptionally oily these days.

zzz.

i was about to tuck into my nissin tom yam cup noodles while surfing..when i logged onto yahoo, and the first thing i saw: Japan's Nissin recalls 500,000 noodles over insecticide fears

http://sg.news.yahoo.com/afp/20081024/tap-japan-food-safety-noodle-d1078a1.html

zzz.

is it so easy to fall in and out of love? 

amazing how the "fortune telling" is different with each phase of life i go through. quite accurate.

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You are constantly hoping that your good fellowship and attitude and your 'love for your fellow man (or women)' will give you peace of mind. You need people - people around you to care for you and to show you that they care. It is this hope that keeps you going, the hope that makes you the type of person that indeed you are. Your own need for approval seemingly makes you always ready to help others and in exchange you seek love, warmth and understanding. You will always listen to others and you are open to new ideas which hopefully will prove fruitful and interesting.

You don't feel as if you can go it on your own anymore. You don't want to be taken for granted. You need to be recognised as a 'caring person' and it could be that you are searching to establish a relationship, not necessarily with someone new, but with that someone special who could feel the same way as you do.

You are confined and trapped in a distressing or uncomfortable situation and seeking some way out. Whatever you seem to do to resolve the problem hasn't worked out. Fortunately you are able to gain some aspect of relief from someone close to you.

Your ability to withstand the pressures of everyday life have been overtaxed and this is leading to stress and frustrations. It would seem that for the time being you have lost the resilience and strength of will necessary to contend with existing difficulties. You feel that it is all 'too much' and, try as you may, you are getting nowhere. But to give you credit, you continue to stand your ground and pursue your objectives with a fierce intensity. Naturally this situation is subjecting you to intolerable stress and pressure from which you would dearly like to escape, but you can not bring yourself to make the necessary decision. As a result you remain firmly involved in the problem and you can neither view it objectively nor get rid of it - you cannot leave it alone and you feel that you will only be at peace when you have reached your objective.

Being afraid that you may be prevented from achieving your hopes and dreams is making you anxious and nervous. As a dreamer your ideas can at times move into the realm of fantasy and you could be following that so called illusive dream.

to go or not to go?

[edit] decided not to go anywhere at all....

im back from taiwan. mixed feelings about the trip. and the withdrawal symptoms are stronger than ever. yet to unpack. will only blog about the good stuff. when i recover from the withdrawal symptoms.

something funny (if u share the same sense of humour as me) to share after the previous post:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ONmhQJy1ViA&eurl=http://mfrost.typepad.com/cute_overload/

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WJQqbh8PwlU&feature=related

made me laugh till my stomach ached even more.

i finally realise the true meaning of work-life balance.

24hrs a day.

12hrs of work.

12hrs of life.